What is this feeling???

I m back
Well my life is coming back to pieces,lolz
haha, test results came with full of dissapointment.
=( I failed 1 sub tough
haha..........

These few weeks,
I just thinking and thinking,wanna know...
What is the answer lies in this question before me,
This feeling, this thingy,
I don know.......
This question I also don know...how to say
but 1 thing for sure...
There is like an affection feeling starting in me....
I don know... what is it...
Is it Lo--???
Really??? For real???
Or mayb just feel comfortable with -er....
I just don know myself .....what is this????